ny din accept me.
oh well .. so i'm now officially an njcian. jus called the GO to asked abt it. 100% confirmed le. i'm rejected. honestly, i'm feeling damn sad now la. if i say tt i'm feeling happy or ok or nothing now, i'll be lying thru my teeth.
ok. wadever.
since nothing can be done anymore, maybe i shd try to be optimimstic. maybe njc will turn out great. maybe my class will be fun.
ok. jus to console myself a little, nj is really a great skul. we hav smart teachers who spoonfeed us a lot, excellent notes, n an ideal studying environment. seeing all my peers studying might push me to study hard as well. n lots of andersonians r there as well. thou i dun really noe them cos they r the smarter ones from 4/6, 4/7. but anyway, i'm sure things will turn out fine. cca wise, i tink i'll jus stick with girls soccer bahh. or maybe touch rugby? i dun noe.
but i really really missed ny k. really a lot a lot. all the ppl there, all the teachers, all the frens tt i hav made there, everything. or maybe i shd stop thinking abt all these. then maybe i wun be so depressed. maybe i shd stop being so negative abt nj n stop living in the past.
no more poker in i-space
no more observing miss ding's skirt n laughing at it
no more crapping wif miss sim after chem prac
no more sitting at grand stand after pe or after skul
no more chicken noodle froms soupy place
no more soccer trainings
no more fun n laughter wif 0630
no more staying back after skul to crap n laze ard
no more taking the late 853 in the morning n running to skul
no more ny
{the riddle of red}
