Saturday, January 13, 2007

hi ppl!!! i'm back!!! dun u all jus miss me to bits? hahas.

yes. my com's finally finally ok. n i promise tt i'll post a long entry tonight.

but suddenly, i realise, i've got so much to blog abt tt i dun really noe how to start. n my typing skills hav gone rusty after not typing for so long.

firstly, one qn from me. what will u do, if one day, u find urself in a class with really smart ppl n u being the only stupid one? ppl who dun watch tv, ppl who can jus blabber off facts n things tt u nv knew, ppl who r sapphire scholars, president scholars or what not, ppl who u hate, ppl who speak, write n blog in a language tt u find foreign.

n then u realise, tt u've got to spend 250 min a week in tt class for the rest of the year. suddenly, the sky doesn't look tt blue n the world starts spinning in the opposite direction.

i dun wan to sit down there looking idiotic n ridiculous, with nothing constructive to share. i dun wan to behave like one filthy piece of sponge lying down there passively, absorbing knowledge tt others had kindly donated.

i wan to sit down there, talk crap like before, listen to interesting stories like last time, n i wun mind if the stories are repeated for the nth time. i wan the container classroom we used to have, n i wun mind even if the temp is 5 degree celcius.

if u were me, what will u do?
1. become one of them
2. hide in one tiny corner n cry
3. pon lesson
4. heck care

school's been ok so far. tut n lec as usual, jus tt all our classes hav been jumbled up. no more jasmine n li sha gang. now, we dominate the tut classes. so now, tut seems a little bit more fun. with us talking crap every now n then, n of cos, not forgetting the cute little bee tt comes to visit us during every chem tut. but i tink, it's here to see valerie. hahahahahaha. n i feel tt mrs kong is getting cuter n cuter.

i tink i'm weird. cos everyone has an eyecandy n i dun hav.

at first, i regretted my choice. but now, seeing the present situation, i guess the end will still be the same. at least now, i hav more freedom to do what i wan. to stay in skul until as late as i wan to, to sleep at home until noon, to jus stay at home to slack n watch tv. cos i feel that happiness is only short-lived. no matter how great the past is, things change, ppl change. n when tt happens, n u feel tt it will nv be the same again, u noe it's time to put a full stop to the chapter. after all, circumstances now control me.